Saturday, December 19, 2009

Walking to the LENS

Today I began a new chapter of my life. I spent the day being filmed doing my psychic work for a pilot of my own show. I went to several spots in my home town and picked up psychically information as well as doing readings for several people.
It was action packed from morning till early evening.
All my work was filmed and it was a very amazing day, with a lot of positive confirmation.
I also received confirmation that I will be a guest on a national syndicated radio station in Chicago doing readings on air in January 2010.

I will keep everyone posted on What happens next.......

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Its my Birthday today December 8th.

Birthdays have lots of memories for me. It is always such a special day for me. I woke up early and Andrew had made me a very beautiful card. He told me, "Thank you for everything you've done, I couldn't have asked for a better mother."
Those were such beautiful words.
I have a wonderful day planned, a friend of mine is taking me and the kids to lunch at my favorite Tai restaurant. Then in the evening I am going to a restaurant/club with a group of girl friends. I am looking forward to it.
I don't worry about getting older, because with each year that passes, I see it as growth and wisdom.
This will be a 4 year for me in Numerology, and it represents stability and solidity.
I am looking forward to the magic of this year.

We picked up a Christmas Tree on Sunday, it is all set up with lights, the kids still have to decorate with the ornaments.
The tree was a blessing to me. I met a girl when I was on the radio on Saturday morning and she sold trees, she wanted to have a session with me, so we did an exchange.
It is a tall tree, one of the nicest I have ever had.

Friday, December 4, 2009

following your Heart

In life we are faced with so many situations that call for us to question ourselves.
We have all experienced alot of childhood pain, and often when we have relationships we allow that pain to rule. Most of the time we are unconscious of what we are doing.
In order to free ourselves we have to do alot of healing work.
This can be done through journaling, talking to a professional and working through that pain or doing affirmation work.
In order to have the kind of relationships we all truly want, we have to open our hearts to change and to love.
No one can do this for us. We have to become our own detectives. Where did the pain begin. Who caused the pain. Were we truly innocent and if so, what may be needed is forgiveness for the other persons lack of consciousness.
We have all done things we regret, but to move beyond that we have to forgive ourselves and others.
There is no other way.
Be willing to change.
Love and happiness is worth it.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Looking Back

Someone just e-mailed me and told me that my First Wifeswap episode was playing on Lifetime today. I decided to sit and watch it again.

When we agreed to do the show, we didn't really know what the show was all about. After hearing about the opportunity to go on, we had a family discussion and everyone agreed that it would be a great experience. My boys loved performing--it wasn't something I picked for them to do. They picked their own interests and loved what they were doing.

Sam and I had a life with a very different role reversal. We were very close, and I felt it was time that America wake up and realize that there is no such thing as typical Women's work or Man's work. Sam and I were both proud of our lives. He was supportive to my work.

When we first met, he told me, "I have come into your life to make you famous!"
It is what he wanted for me. He was so proud of all the help I was giving to others, and truly understood that I needed my peace and harmony.

So, agreeing to do Wifeswap was for many reasons. Mostly, I wanted America to know that just because you are a psychic or metaphysician, you are still a regular person. Also, because I wanted to let others know that my work is beneficial to others; the same way as a massage feels good. Getting someone to help you have insight into your lives and the people in it can help you grow and be happy.

During Wife Swap, Mrs. Pitney got ahold of my children and aimed to make the boys and Sam "real men," but this was out of her own unawareness. We had some adjustment to go through afterward. Justin did take Basketball at the YMCA for a year and Sam and I both went to his games. But he eventually came back into the theater, where he loves to act and perform. That was back in 2007.

In 2008 came the opportunity to participate in the 100th episode of Wife Swap. At the time, we were broke. Due to the economy we were not doing very well in the store. So, we agreed to participate in the contest. Also, Andrew wanted to do it again because he's interested in becoming an actor.

I had a dream several weeks before we were picked that we would win the 100th episode, and Mr. Heene (Balloon Boy Dad) would be the man I would become Wife to for a week. We all talked about it, and we all agreed we were on the same page.

The 100th episode was filmed just over a year ago.

Everyone seems to have come away with the wrong idea about the men in my family. The boys are still involved in singing and dancing and in theater. They are boys. You do not have to hit a ball to be a boy. That is so ridiculous. Men come all different ways. Sam has long hair because he likes it. There is nothing wrong with a man having long hair. How dare society make fun of Sam because he has long hair. I happened to like it and so did he.

Why can't people be individuals? Sam loved taking care of us, what is wrong with that? He doesn't have to do so-called "Manly things" to be a man. That is also ridiculous.

We do what we LOVE to do.

We need to stop teaching our kids negative ideas about being 'manly' and 'girly' and let them be who they are. Let them have their own dreams.

My children love the theater. What is wrong with that?

Mrs. Pitney's children, hit each other, played violent games and watched horror movies. That is NOT the way to raise kids.

I am sorry if I am strange. So be it. I am just me. I love who I am and who I choose to be in life. I have been psychic pretty much all my life. It is just what I am.

Mrs. Heene believed we should raise kids to swear. Is that the way to raise kids?
She also believed it was okay for my Justin to be on the computer 24/7 and do whatever he wanted, without Sam checking on him. Is that okay too?

We need to look at our lives; the roles we have forced on each other.

And work on being ourselves.


Sheree
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